Somehow I feel tired and shag, yesterday F came over. I think we're just going back to the old ways. Somehow I just cannot seem to let him go, and though he doesn't want to make things official yet, he satisfied me by making me feel so pampered and loved using all those honey words. I know this is wrong, but currently I'm blind. I thought I would be feeling carefree but somehow I just feel weird outside. I went for the stupid survey and went to town to meet A and play pool. I swear I hate K pool's table. 10 mintues ago, I made honey cornflakes. I think it doesn't taste good, can't believe I am that bored. I can bake hoh.